Part two of "Crows will gather when your heart cracks"

Catch up

5th December 2025

Back now in Melton Mowbray, this time as I write, Glyn is in his chair a sleep, I am by the fire place. I am blown away with everyone’s kind messages, they hold me.

On Tuesday, oh so swiftly the pendulum of Bipolar swung again from manic to depressed. All it took was for me to say how much he spent on a food shop, money we have not got.

A calm Glyn returns, full of remorse for all he has said to me, guilt fills his aura, his eyes so sad.

He reflects on his spending, I am lucky, not massive amounts to some, but to us, far far too much, nearly £1000. It will come out of my pension was his logic, and yes its true, but with no income on his part, is this wise?

“I have no future with out you” he says quietly to me, he knows silently I am slipping away, for the uncertainty of the ups and downs are taking their toll now.

Drago and Maya lay by myside each night, their warm comforts me, I never sleep well when I am “home” like I do at Emma and Dom’s.

I do have good news, I am back at Ragdale Hall Spa for another year. I am so happy, some new adventures, and continuing with my meditations.

I finally had a session for my PTSD, with a Katherine, she listen to my answers, and asked me why do you cry when you speak of Ragdale? I replied, because back before March 2020, my life was so normal, and I when I am there they do not know of my sorrow. They see “Me” She felt my sadness, perhaps the river that flows, is sadness. But sadness will flow to happiness one day.

I do not think I will continue with the sessions, as while I am here, the PTSD will continue and there is such a huge waiting list, others need it before me.

I see the crows, and a wolf have stepped on to my path now, that of Boudicca.

That’s another chapter …..

Boudicca wolf and crow

But thank you for listening, its amazing again AI images…. and blow me down with a feather, its a frigging full moon, which is in the sky tonight!!!

No matter what, magic is there aka AI, but in the people who surround me.

With Love Jenifer x x x